Thursday, June 28, 2012

Prince Charming


If I look unto the sky
where the sun and clouds meet,
will I find my man
flying in a silly red sheet?

If I get lost in a forest
and bite a poisonous apple,
will my hero save me,
my prince so handsome and tall?

If I kiss a thousand frogs,
each with a thousand warts,
will I sooner find the right one which
to a prince charming distorts?

If I grow my hair so long
and trap myself on top of the tower,
will my man dare go all the way up
to take me with him forever?

Every night I wish upon a star
that a knight in shining armor I'll find.
Every minute of the day I'm dreaming,
seeing me and my prince in my mind.

Yet the hum of the wind stopped me
as it whispered to my ear:
"The best author, God, is still writing
your best love story, dear.."

Sunday, June 24, 2012

EYES **




Through her eyes I see how her
heart leaps as she bursts into laughter
everytime she is with her man,
her mate, her bestfriend and her lover.

Through his eyes I see his heart
fluttering with every sight of her.
His smile shows his simple promise;
to bring happiness to her life forever.

For they share a love so genuine,
a feeling so pure and never would falter.
Their eyes see not the looks, the wealth
but what’s inside- the soul, the character.

Through their eyes I see their
undying affection for each other,
a love that never grows old, and
a promising story of happy ever after.



Wednesday, June 13, 2012




-LITTLE BOAT-

Its journey started by the break of dawn

Li’l Boat through smooth sea calmly sailed on

Morning sun lit the way yet came the winds so strong

‘til noon it was a struggle for Li’l Boat to move on

Unexpectedly a storm raged in the mid-afternoon

Gigantic waves crashed but Li’l Boat held on

Finally at sunset, Li’l Boat on the shore of stones

on twilight’s arms it rests, in its final destination.


                    Less lonely is the sky, no more ordinary night blue
                    Odd shades of black and white turn to brilliant hue
                    Vows of eternity witnessed by the moon in view
                    Everything above shimmers when love is shared by two.

~pL1992*


Wednesday, May 9, 2012

YOU

This is for you,
for you who inspires me.
For whenever you smile,
you simply. . .complete me :)

I never knew how it started,
my feelings for you.
You were once just a brother,
a sibling that I rarely talk to.

One day I woke up,
surprised to realize
you just appeared so charming
right before my eyes.

My passion of love flared
like a clear sky enriched by stars
but too late to discover
this love wasn't meant to be ours.

The vision of you together
was a pinprick to my heart.
Every look you gave to her
enfeebled me in every part.

My Milky Way Galaxy
has turned upside down.
My world that was crushed,
clanged like a tin can.

My mind went revolutionary,
wanting to sabotage your relationship
but my heart can't afford to hurt you,
so I bring all the pain to sleep.

And yes, my love for you
kills me slowly like a cyanide.
You never knew, you never knew
but I am dying inside.

Monday, May 7, 2012

      It happened that I opened the Bible to seek for enlightenment and the first few lines struck me. . .

Psalms 53:1                  Fools say to themselves, ''There is no God"   .
                         They are all corrupt, and they have done terrible things;
                                      there is no one who does what is right.

               Indeed, there were some points of my life when I have doubted the existence of God. Many times, I wondered if my prayers really reached the heavens or just disappeared through thin air. People always hurt me, even my friends; I can't feel that my family is really proud of me; and everyone around me, I don't know how to trust them. I simply don't know why I exist!

               I finally asked God to hurt those who hurt me, punish them, and let them fall on their knees.
Yet, nothing happened. Totally none.

               Later, as I've known more about God, I realized that I was wrong. Absolutely wrong! He isn't a God of Vengeance, He is a God of Forgiveness, of Mercy and Compassion. He wouldn't want His children hurt and so I was a fool to think that He wasn't real. He was indeed like the air -- invisible and not felt most of the times, but still supports my whole life. I know without air, I could've died; and without God, I never could've even lived.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

His Story

        I sat on the sandy shore with the breeze blowing my hair with caress. There I was again in my sanctuary, listening to an old man with a story of love. His story wasn't new to me. In fact, I've heard it more than a hundred times. it wasn't a fairy-tale like story, concluding a happy ending. His story, was a story of despair, of grief, and of regret. As he perfectly described the image of his beloved lady, I've proven how great his love was for her. And even after the length of time that have elapsed, his love for her never faded. he had the love that could climb every mountain and cross every ocean for his lady, but too bad, he did not have that little courage to tell the lady how he feels. His story wasn't the best story that I've ever heard. But his story, was the story that taught me a lot. With his story, I had promised to myself, I will fight for love!



**creative writing workshop#2___
  Notes: What creative writers do is "to show", not "to tell".

Friday, February 17, 2012

WHO IS BARA? (Q and A template)

I am: just a simple girl :)

I think: I need to study harder.

I know: that God loves me.


I want: to sleep "always".


I have: a very loving family.


I wish: I have superpowers, I could fly, and reach any place I want with just a snap of my fingers!!


I hate: liars!


I miss: my high school friends.


I fear: that I might fail my major subject.


I hear: all the sounds around me because I have ears.


I smell: something fishy :P


I crave: for chocolates... a lot of chocolates !! yummy, yummy.


I search: for happiness.

I wonder: why I took up accounting !?!?!


I regret: all the useless things I've done before.


I love: nature!


I ache: when I look at my accounting book. It's so painful, you know?


I was not: so focused before.


I am not: really confident of myself.


I cry: when I get really mad.


I believe: that everything happens for a reason.


I dance: whenever I hear a lively music.


I sing: based on what I feel.


I read: when I'm told to do so. ^^,


I don't always: study. . . but I always think about my school problems.


I fight: for my rights.


I write: when I'm inspired.


I win: whenever I feel like winning..


I lose: when I don't give it a try.


I never: experienced being spanked by my parents. They disciplined me in their most amazing way!


I always: talk to myself. (...but I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell ..I know, nanananana :)) )


I confuse: the difference between emotions and feelings.


I listen: to people who talks to me... I respect everyone :)   (listening is a way of respecting!!)


I can usually be found: inside the library or inside the PYLON office.


I am scared: of snakes, worms, centipedes and the like.


I need: somebody to love! by: Justin Bieber


I am happy: whenever I see *tooot* (inspiration lang ee^^,)


I wake up: after I sleep :P


I sleep: before I wake up! (laughs) ..actually, I sleep with the goal of making my next day a better one.




This is me as of the moment! I may not be perfect but at least, I'm normal. Am I?

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Together again...

   I walked along the peaceful boulevard as I felt the coldness penetrate my skin and deeper to my bones. I breathed deeply as I waited for the first ray of light to strike the place, for only light could eat up the truth that I am a lonely, homeless child. Time after time, I witnessed how the silent city transformed into a busy place. People passing by, vehicles beeping loudly, and establishments starting to open for the day made me smile. It was a joyous scene for me. Now, I'm not alone at all.

   I rushed inside a shopping mall as I happily watched the summer displays. Every item justified the summer sensation. I was about to touch a ball when a little girl appeared in front of me. She was smiling as she called her mother and pointed the ball. Her mother walked towards my direction as she stared at me. I pitied myself and walked away. I thought deeply... if only my mother's alive, maybe I would be as happy as the little girl.

   As I continued walking, something stunned me. A gold necklace! I looked around. There were no signs of "whoever" could have dropped the necklace. I picked it up and carefully inspected. Moments later, I heard a whistle blowing from somewhere. I glanced for awhile and saw a security guard running towards me. His eyes showed how eager he was to capture me. I didn't know what to do. I ran away. I ran as fast as I could. But together with my heartbeat, the whistle just got louder and louder every second. Tears streamed down my face. I was hopeless.

   Bang! A loud sound stopped me. I felt a pain on my lower back. Seconds later, my innocent body finally met the ground. I opened my eyes slightly as I watched the clear sky. The clouds were as though forming the image of my mother. I closed my eyes and whispered, "Mom, this will be my happiest day. I will be with you again, soon." With all the might left inside me, I smiled for the last time. Everything was out of my consciousness now.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Where I am today is where God wants me to be!

 Smile through the trials and laugh through the pain...just continue dreaming :)