WHO IS BARA? (Q and A template)

I am: just a simple girl :)

I think: I need to study harder.

I know: that God loves me.


I want: to sleep "always".


I have: a very loving family.


I wish: I have superpowers, I could fly, and reach any place I want with just a snap of my fingers!!


I hate: liars!


I miss: my high school friends.


I fear: that I might fail my major subject.


I hear: all the sounds around me because I have ears.


I smell: something fishy :P


I crave: for chocolates... a lot of chocolates !! yummy, yummy.


I search: for happiness.

I wonder: why I took up accounting !?!?!


I regret: all the useless things I've done before.


I love: nature!


I ache: when I look at my accounting book. It's so painful, you know?


I was not: so focused before.


I am not: really confident of myself.


I cry: when I get really mad.


I believe: that everything happens for a reason.


I dance: whenever I hear a lively music.


I sing: based on what I feel.


I read: when I'm told to do so. ^^,


I don't always: study. . . but I always think about my school problems.


I fight: for my rights.


I write: when I'm inspired.


I win: whenever I feel like winning..


I lose: when I don't give it a try.


I never: experienced being spanked by my parents. They disciplined me in their most amazing way!


I always: talk to myself. (...but I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell ..I know, nanananana :)) )


I confuse: the difference between emotions and feelings.


I listen: to people who talks to me... I respect everyone :)   (listening is a way of respecting!!)


I can usually be found: inside the library or inside the PYLON office.


I am scared: of snakes, worms, centipedes and the like.


I need: somebody to love! by: Justin Bieber


I am happy: whenever I see *tooot* (inspiration lang ee^^,)


I wake up: after I sleep :P


I sleep: before I wake up! (laughs) ..actually, I sleep with the goal of making my next day a better one.




This is me as of the moment! I may not be perfect but at least, I'm normal. Am I?

Together again...

   I walked along the peaceful boulevard as I felt the coldness penetrate my skin and deeper to my bones. I breathed deeply as I waited for the first ray of light to strike the place, for only light could eat up the truth that I am a lonely, homeless child. Time after time, I witnessed how the silent city transformed into a busy place. People passing by, vehicles beeping loudly, and establishments starting to open for the day made me smile. It was a joyous scene for me. Now, I'm not alone at all.

   I rushed inside a shopping mall as I happily watched the summer displays. Every item justified the summer sensation. I was about to touch a ball when a little girl appeared in front of me. She was smiling as she called her mother and pointed the ball. Her mother walked towards my direction as she stared at me. I pitied myself and walked away. I thought deeply... if only my mother's alive, maybe I would be as happy as the little girl.

   As I continued walking, something stunned me. A gold necklace! I looked around. There were no signs of "whoever" could have dropped the necklace. I picked it up and carefully inspected. Moments later, I heard a whistle blowing from somewhere. I glanced for awhile and saw a security guard running towards me. His eyes showed how eager he was to capture me. I didn't know what to do. I ran away. I ran as fast as I could. But together with my heartbeat, the whistle just got louder and louder every second. Tears streamed down my face. I was hopeless.

   Bang! A loud sound stopped me. I felt a pain on my lower back. Seconds later, my innocent body finally met the ground. I opened my eyes slightly as I watched the clear sky. The clouds were as though forming the image of my mother. I closed my eyes and whispered, "Mom, this will be my happiest day. I will be with you again, soon." With all the might left inside me, I smiled for the last time. Everything was out of my consciousness now.